slug it out

im so full today i think i might puke...damn it...this is just one of the effects of stress...overeating..which leads to overweight...which leads to more bingeing....and ultimately to depression....it's a vicious cycle and i've been f**k*g strung out i wish i was somewhere else...what keeps me sane though is the fact that i've pending books to read...weird...most people i ask and know don't dig reading which puzzles me because there's so much joy in it....bulging waistline...unexplainable tiredness...sleep deprivation...skin breakouts...dark circles around the eyes....huh.... i never imagined my life to be like this....i don't wanna end up remorseful for choosing the path i am treading right now...i just hope that time won't come...