rebirth...

i'm back! wow. 3years have past and it's only no that i visited this blog again!. we'll start posting more stuff here in the coming days.

tyros...again

it's our third day with training for a new account and i must say it's been pretty laidback...our trainer's almost out of the room all the time so all of us spend web browsing, video streaming and online music listening...oh also blogging, checking on emails and "friendstering" eventhough there's a firewall...how? thanks to proxies..(lols)....although our bioclock's been reset it beats taking live calls..this is just pure bliss...but sooner it'll end so basically we're just making the most ouf of it...for the meantime i gotta update my other blogs....tata

new beginnings....

after spending a year and a half with a very toxic account we'll be shifting to a new one that i hope will be less demanding and frustrating....i'm just sick to the bones arguing with stupid customers it's a welcome change that we are assigned to a different account..according to some this new account wil have less irate callers and it'll be less stressful..i just hope it'll live up to our expectations otherwise it's time to move on to a different company...

discontent....

routine....i'm beginning to tire out from work and i'm thinking of moving on to another company...burn out...the culprit...seeing the same people over and over again specially to the ones you simply loathe seeing triggered me to consider getting outta this place....office politics sucks and so are the _________....damn i can't wait

life....

everything is ok except for one thing...i lack sleep...and it's causing me a lot of stress...not complaining though coz my winning streak for april continues up to this day(and hopefully for the whole year)....we went to baguio last april 7-9 and it was one heck of a vacation...met some of my college buds along with my colleagues and we went out for a gimmick..and boy was i drunk!!!hehe it felt liberating coz i haven't done that for the longest time....and yesterday was one of those different days...we will be watching the da vinci code after the shift....hope i'll enjoy this one sans the bad review posted on the web...

night-out

i"ve been bingeing lately and i'm slowly gaining the more than 10 pounds i've lost ...but that can still be averted..startin' tomorrow i will be in starvaion mode again..(hehe)..i mean i'll be workin' out again...it's kinda addicting to continue what i've started since i've seen tangible results aside from the fact that i feel good doing the routine...tonight we'll be going to attend a site party for meeting our csat goal for the month of feb..i'm not really keen in going to the celebration but i hope i'll enjoy the crowd......i'm so full right now it makes me drowsy...till next entry..i'm lethargic

birthdays...

'twas my birthday two days ago and although i didn't celebrate the occassion it was fun coz most of my friends greeted me and some of them took time out to call me personally...it felt good..some, whom i thought would never remember my b-day, even sent online messages....cool....yeah...i wish i could celebrate it next time with my college friends and my family of course...that would be a different experience....april 21st was another d-day...the 5th time...hehe....go figure that out..i'm outta here.....

april full..

this month has been the best yet...april 6 was another d-day and on the 12th-13th i went to galera with my friends..'twas fun.....our company outing is in the offing and my birthday is near too...still experiencing euphoria....can't think straight...

getting laid..hehehe

it was near impossible but it occured..guess i'm just lucky that a twist happened....

personal dna

personal dna

back to normal..(almost)

i'm almost over the madness...after two weeks of acting catatonic i'm getting back in the circulation ..there are times when snippets of the good ol' days cross my mind but those are just shadows of what things used to be..thankfully i'm almost over that phase now and everything seems quite normal...but it would be double whammy if we could do it again one last time....nyahahaha...just wishing.:-)

back to you...

after the sabbatical leave i'm back..ready to chronicle the events that happened between the hiatus..yeah, i met someone who has made my monotonous life exciting..again..someone who made me lose my appetite(hahaha) and someone who took away my jaded view about life....the meeting was serendipitous due mainly to ennui..but that proved to be the start of an exciting rollercoaster ride...the first few meetings were exhilirating..surreal, in fact i actually have to shake off my head just to be sure it did happen..hahaha...there was a momentary sense of loss after the incident ended but everything is back to normal again(or so it seems..)dang...i still can't believe it happened...more details coming soon...

hohum....

just checking

postscript...

the last two days were the longest i experienced..i was home alone for the holidays and i was so tired doing nothing i thought i was gonna die from inactivity...but i'm glad i managed to survive..hehehe..no mean feat really considering that it was christmas...but this coming 31st of december i'm gonna go home then the following day i'll be in baguio to meet my college buds..looking forward to that...

jaded

i wrote an entry 1st week of december unfortunately i accidentally pressed the wrong key and poooff..!! it was deleted..anyway christmas is just a couple of days away, i just sent some of the presents i got to a select few(hehehe) but the season doesn't excite me the way i felt when i was younger(there!finally i admitted i'm old...)in fact the day before christmas i'll be at work along with the rest of the reps who are not on leave of absence..and christmas eve i'll spend christmas alone...i don't have plans of celebrating it and most likely i'll sleep the night away...yeah...i'm just jaded.....

payback....

haha..finally i'm losing weight..the past two weeks of controlling my food intake has finally paid off.i'm losing inches albeit, slowly...it feels good to know that you can achieve what you really want to if you strive to meet it...it's a small step and it may not be a big deal to some but heck, i plan to continue what i'm doing even with the holidays looming for the simple reason that i feel good...

maudlin....

BrickBen Folds Five
(Whatever & Ever Amen)

6am day after Christmas

I throw some clothes on in the dark

The smell of coal

Car seat is freezing

The world is sleeping I am numb

Up the stairs to her apartment

She is balled out on the couch

Her mum and dad went down to Charlotte

They're not home to find us out

And we drive

Now that I've found someone

I'm feeling more alone

Than I ever had before

She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly

Off the coast and I'm headed nowhere

She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly

They call her name at 7:30

I pace around the parking lot

And I walk down to buy her flowers

Sell some gifts that I got

Can't you see,

It's not me you're dying for

Now She's feeling more alone

Than she's ever had before

She's a brick an i'm drowning slowly

Off the coast and I'm headed nowhere

She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly

As weeks went by

It showed that she was not fine

They told me son

It's time to tell the truth

And she broke down

And I broke down

Cause I was tired of Lying

Driving back to her apartment

For the moment were alone

And she's alone

And I'm alone

And now I know it

She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly

Off the coast and I'm headed nowhere

She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly......

idle....

after almost a month of neglect,i'm ready to post a new entry...can't think though of a good topic to write about coz nothing much happened during my hiatus...the monotony of my existence does't really bother me at all for i've been wallowing in it since time immemorial..hehehe...pathetic huh?not really..actually i enjoy my laidback life...it only goes awry when fortuitous events occur...i'm never the gimikero type but i'm not antisocial..i prefer staying at home and lounge around...and when i go out i only do it with a select few(as if it's a privilege for them to be with me..hahaha)that's the way i like things to be.. i wanna do stuff at my own leisure...no pressures...no hassles... i dig horror movies and ben folds five's brick... i dunno... i just have this penchance for this somber and depressing song...weird...here's the whole lyrics....sing it if you know it..and lemme know what you think or feel about the song....

broke(n)....

i've been absorbing negative vibes recently and again for the nth time i'm depressed.i'm torn between two warring friends,i've been giving advice to a person i barely know(marital woes,dang and i'm not even married!!?), one of my friends broke up with her beau and she's in suicidal mode,again one of my friends has been dealing with serious emotional and moral problem, i have my own hang-ups to attend to and i don't know how to deal with all these depressing news....this is my first time to be caught up in a sea of negativity and i am overwhelmed...i thought that after giving pieces of advice i'd be okey...that i won't be burdened by all the problems i've heard...but it turns out otherwise...it's so onerous to be thinking of a problem that's not even yours and try to figure out how you can ease their situation...i should've taken up psychology at least i would have known how to deal with this...so right now i'm still bothered and confused and overwhelmed and depressed and god knows what...i need help....any amount will do....

post-halloween post

we had our halloween party cum battle of the bands held at hard rock cafe makati.it was a sunday,the weather was kinda gloomy and i had second thoughts bout attending the said event...we'll curiousity got the better part of me so i went...didn't have regrets coz it was one helluva party...the bands were great,the music was good but the food was not..and the event will be shown on mtv this 17th and 18th so i get to have my 15 minutes of fame...(if ever i won't be edited...hahaha)right mr. warhol?we went out around 11 and then we proceeded to cable car to continue the fun.i got to sing out loud, shamelessly..thanks to several mugs of draft beer...okey, while im typing this we're almost ready to go home,,there are no more calls and i'm dying to get a shut-eye....adios...