jaded

i wrote an entry 1st week of december unfortunately i accidentally pressed the wrong key and poooff..!! it was deleted..anyway christmas is just a couple of days away, i just sent some of the presents i got to a select few(hehehe) but the season doesn't excite me the way i felt when i was younger(there!finally i admitted i'm old...)in fact the day before christmas i'll be at work along with the rest of the reps who are not on leave of absence..and christmas eve i'll spend christmas alone...i don't have plans of celebrating it and most likely i'll sleep the night away...yeah...i'm just jaded.....